- Kau Pergi Jua -

alhamdulilah.
everything settled.
sorry amel for not being a great friend of yours.
i will be at my very best to accomodate with all my friends need, and put them before me...

and razi thanks for being sincere towards our friendship.

and im happy that im back to friendship with NurSyanirah Bte Mohd Sani.
even we polarize at time, i assured and will assure my friends that no matter what happen, with them im goin to commit. no less no more, coz its them that i looking forward too.

i dunnoe how i can endure all the imperfectness of my friends, MAGIC kan.
coz i noe that no one in this earth is perfect.
so whatever mini or huge flaws that u carries, i dont care and i dont bother.
u all are like the sparkling stars which gives me the sense of doubt and curiosity to know whats happening in your life..

well,
i confessed to razi that i have a crush on him.
i told him how much i adore his personality but not his individuality.
and how he kept asking me whether im sincere in this friendship,
whether im happy to be his other half.
well, i didnt reply him that yet.
but now i will...

but since puterisumarniz is open to public.
might as well i shout this to the people.

"yes razi, im happy to be with u.
i envy the way u present yourself.
i adore you as my other half too.
u show me that nothing stop me from being myself.
u accept me for who i am.
u pleased me with all the small deeds.
and ur jokes and text'es makes my day.
niwae we regards this as friendship with no end.
Insyallah."

so have i speak up for something.
sorry i took 3 days to confessed.
haha.

i had bee hoon bandung for lunch, minutes ago..
fuh, teringatlah pulak si zizi nie...
" eh su, u wanna see me drive and eat mee soto... aku ok go nyer.."
haha..

razi razi... mari kita mkn mee soto yum yum...

Puteri .

- im shagged -

totally shagged.
i cancelled all my appointments after work coz i need a rest.
but then when i reached home earlier on, i could not even lay back and sleep.
theres way way too much things in my mind waiting for me to burst it out.

firstly, my friend kamelia is currently mad at me.
and she texted me stating how dissappointed she is towards me.
and again, i aint a good friend i guess.

so people, let the comments coming.
if u hate me or maybe theres something u dislike about me,
please dunt keep it inside urself, layout everything and tell me.
coz i dun wanna lose any friends, coz each one of u are really really precious for me..
and i meant it.

secondly,
if u hate me, and dislike me, yet u refuse to tell me.
keep it to urself and keep cursing me in ur heart.
again, u are the one who are at the losing end.
afterall, what do u gain from holding grudges on me right.

next,
i really make a tough decision, but yet im satisfied with the decision i made.
i move on from razi too.
well, to be truthful, yes i do have a crush on him.
but i just dunt feel that i am on a safe zone to be with him.
afterall is just a crush.
its a two diff thing, to have a crush on someone and to make someone to live with u forever.
so i bet, i made a few steps in between our friendship, just then something unexpected may come in our way.

one of the reason why i am so so shagged.
i spend too much time chatting by the mobile with my friends.
is like a daily routine for me.
before u sleep u need to chit chat on the phone.
but from now on, no no no..
no more late night calls.
coz i really need to have a good sleep so i can focus more on my daily task the next morning.
so, no more talking on the phone with all my bros.

and thanks to my bros for being a great support.
-bro razi.
-bro zahid.
-bro fairus dasimin.
-bro fahmy.

telling so, all of them deleted their tagged.com just so when they know i hate tagged so much.
well, i have to say, that was the sweetest things ever eh bros!! haha

so,
i dunt hold any grudges towards anybody now.
even him, my ex.
coz i have way way better things to think off and i need a gud piece of peaceful life in me.
yet, i have many other things to be prepared off in the future.
takecare.

totally a boring post.
yes, i agreed!!